Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Camouflage.


When is it acceptable and when is it not?
we drive ourselves crazy with thoughts of the future
and miserable thinking of the past.
-- But why does it seem that letting everything go
wont solve anything?


I blame the nail polish.
so shiny and colorful --and misleading
as like everything else.

To think of it, everyone are like cuttlefishes
you see what they want you to see
In the midst of near darkness
that luminescent skin
and exploding fireworks

a beacon emerges

scrambling to grab and grasp
we fight among ourselves
thinking we know better.

until it disappears
into nothingness.

leaving us wondering
if it were real or a dream.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Quiver.

Then I,
like that of mist receding,
withdraws to the forest leaving
nothing but drops of dew and silence,
awaiting sunrise.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

8 is just an open 3.


Its five in the morning and im awake.
this should be a crime.
taking naps too late into the day should be a crime.
color pencils are okay as long as you want to be boring.
I have more patience with other people more than i do for myself.
AND i really dont like people.
I think if i could just
shut people out and their bullshit for good
I would.
I'd just keep three people around me all the time.maybe four.
That's my goal.
to find 2 people as worthy to be a friend.
2 siblings i could trust the most.
And 2 loves.
one Lover
one Soul
All in all I would make up the third.
I would be the 3rd one.

The number three is solid.
the scales. judgment.
The Resolution to the
eternal struggle of duality in our universe.
A triangle.
the most solid shapemost efficient

bridges are made in threes.

Too bad it never works.

People just dont know loyalty these days.