Thursday, October 2, 2008

Foot Soldier

I've lost interest. Is that such a bad thing? No. never in life. Is it because i love too much and too hard.. what ever happened to my resolve... funny ain't it? just when you thought you knew a person... but, how exactly do you know a person? is it when you can list what they like or don't like? their beliefs?? their history? what is it that is important to you...

get over it.

Buddhism is for quitters. did ya know? ...to relinquish all material bonds... abandon all dishonest livelihood... abandon all the wrong and harmful thoughts, words, and deeds

to escape suffering... is it really possible? would you take a world with no suffering but of detachment? You i think that its part of life.. to suffer, to feel pain.. i think that that's how you know your alive....

because to love and ultimately in everlasting rapture is to dream... a dream like state so bitter sweet for the knowledge that it cannot and will not last. So born from nothing albeit the moon. silver lining had no cause but of one and of one there came a goddess. She walked the earth and created marble halls and a throne of gold sewn with her enemy's blood and there she conquered the world. she died of a broken heart, for from the many she slayed one was her other half.

gods can only die from a broken heart so i've heard. imagine a world in which old age and infirmity is no threat and forever we lived in eden but death will come swift in the form of a broken heart. would we all die? i wonder how different everything will be. ...

can one suffer from a broken heart if it was not truely love?